很多时候，躺在床上不到5秒便沉沉睡去。
白天巨大的压力与工作，让你无法静心去想念一个人，只会在某些个偶尔突然凝神，瞬间又恢复到所谓的生活中。
很多梦里，回到他床前。
已经不记得他的面孔，只记得满是温暖。
很多夜里，笑着醒来。
所有病痛最终结束，我们欢笑着侃谈那不过是一场噩梦，欢笑着重新端详生命。
很多清晨，迷糊地从床上爬起来，哆嗦着冲向厕所的瞬间，朦胧地想着他在哪里。
所有的美梦最终清醒，我们默默地记起原本的事实，默默着一贯的漠漠。
早晨冲澡，很热很烫的水打在皮肤上，蒸腾的雾气把厕所变成莫测的古堡。
推门而出的瞬间，冷空气扑面而来，一个哆嗦。
当你彻底清醒，你才发现：这就是你的生活，你总是被动地接受，却可以主动地去改变。
最难的事情，是说再见，
最易的事情，是从未离开。
当我发现总是在某些俏皮时刻想起你，我发现我已经快乐着我的新生活。
感谢你遗传给我这些宝贵的幽默细胞，我会努力地去感染身边的所有人，一如你一生所做。
嘿嘿。
Mariah Carey - Bye Bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
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